Considering that I discovered white nationalism when I was already half a century old, and that before I used to read, think and write about the psychological damage my parents caused to their first three children (a taboo subject—besides me, what other autobiographer does the visitor to this site know?), from time to time I obviously make psychological forays into the subject of The West’s Darkest Hour.
Over the last few days, I have been reviewing my old diaries and confirmed something I already knew.
What breaks the spirit is precisely what Thomas said yesterday in the comments section of this site: the feminised pettiness of virtually all contemporary racialists (in addition, of course, to normie males).
The very recent conversation between Richard Spencer and Nick Fuentes, the thread where Thomas commented, exemplifies this. But we could say the same about the rest of the American white nationalism forums (I’m not counting Europe because if you dare to speak there, they put you in jail).
Privately, I told Thomas that white nationalists were responsible for my horrible depression and anxiety that eat away at my soul after I lost my home this year.
Let me explain.
A few years ago, a young white man contacted me because he was desperate for fascist action in the real world. I told him that it wasn’t possible at the moment (look at what the American government did to the protesters in Charlottesville), and that he should prepare for the collapse by watching Chris Martenson’s YouTube videos on energy devolution.
But that wasn’t what this young Aryan, with all the hormones of his youth, wanted. He wanted action in the real world!
I would like to give him a better answer belatedly.
Europeans like Thomas and I are waiting for the dollar to collapse so we can buy a house in Mexico (the European Thought Police can’t molest us here) and form a kind of ecclesia for the priests of the sacred words (“We also need temples, enclosures for re-connection, as I call them”—Manu).
It’s true that the important thing is to reproduce (women), but until we take power the feminist, ethno-suicidal laws will be against forming healthy families.
The idea, so that celibate priests don’t get depressed while waiting for the revolution, is to have rabid podcasts where we can vent all our repressed hatred—something far more virulent and Nazi than the podcasts of Fuentes and company, as the goal would be to galvanise Aryan men to behave like the heroes of Pierce’s novel!
Everything else is utterly depressing, crushing to our spirit! Everything else, as I replied to Thomas yesterday, is behaving like the refugee ladies during the Battle of Blackwater!
White nationalists aren’t real men. We are. And if we don’t fight, it’s because there aren’t enough revolutionaries yet. There is not even talk of a future revolution in the forums of the American racial right. If I remember correctly, when Greg Johnson published some articles promoting Harold Covington’s revolutionary novels, Johnson’s then sponsor at TOQ Online (was it Sam Dickson?) freaked out. And that was just Covington’s fiction!
It needs to be repeated ad nauseam: White nationalism is a gross misnomer because they are really de facto conservatives, not the warriors and heroes who truly want to form a new nation so that white families, like the one above, can flourish once again.