by Benjamin
“The silence of the site frustrates me too. You’ve put up consistently excellent material recently (and indeed from over the last year) and it’s all been ignored. It’s agony for me to process that, unfathomable disappointment. I think the reason it disappoints me so much is that I know the threat we’re under, and thus, knowing there aren’t any good people gives me less hope of a solid Aryan pushback”.
Hope you are doing well. I’m back in the old country.
It seems you found a perspective-changer in Them and Us. If you deem this work to be important, it is only right that I delve into it too. Anthropology can be quite fascinating, and there’s much to learn in the tens of millennia of our evolutionary history.
Be aware, though, the topic of Neanderthals can be a divisive one. Varg Vikernes, a vehement Nordicist, believes that we actually descend from Neanderthals, not Homo Sapiens.
He believes Neanderthals were a superior race, due to their skull size and body strength; that Sapiens were an African racial inferior who, through the use of civilisation and its technological advantages, defeated and outbred their forest-dwelling, big-brained cousins.
I have a lot of respect for Vikernes, but I think he is biased towards Neanderthals due to his anti-civilisational worldview, which is clouding his judgment.
Here is a link to Varg’s website, where he “debunks” anti-Neanderthalism.
I centre my philosophy on the 4 Words. I believe it took astronomic hatred to birth blue-eyed beauties into this world.
If you wish to post this email as a comment on WDH, go ahead.
Cheers,
Mauricio
…nothing more than sitting in my study office, day after day, as the weeks pile up, feeling impotent, raging, and yearning to be able to make a difference, yet knowing that one person is simply not enough, and that not enough people so far are this angry, and this embittered against our many enemies, not knowing how to proceed (and not for a lack of imagination)”.
The tragedy of Friedrich Nietzsche’s life was that it happened to be a one-man show, a monodrama wherein no other actor entered upon the stage: not a soul is at his side to succour him; no woman is there to soften by her ever-present sympathy the stresses of the atmosphere. Every action takes its birth in him, and its repercussions are felt by him alone. Not one person ventures to enter wholeheartedly into the innermost sanctum of Nietzsche’s destiny; the poet-philosopher is doomed to speak, to struggle, to suffer alone. He converses with no one, and no one has anything to say to him. What is even more terrible is that none hearken to his voice. —Stefan Zweig
Today, Benjamin sent me an email containing this paragraph: “I’m disappointed no one else even seems to have clicked my link to the page though (or if they have, from my analytics they haven’t stayed more than two minutes—odd with an easy-access layout one-page site containing many hours of content). Bar the psychiatry focus, and the veganism, I thought I was basically covering topics we talk about all the time on WDH. I don’t understand (my perennial problem: trying to analyse the apathetic) why they’re not interested. Maybe they haven’t got 6 quid. I hope not, or our movement is screwed”.
This is something that, in the past, has seemed like an extraordinary phenomenon to me, and I would like to respond to Benjamin in the second person singular:
As I’ve told you several times, even years before you found my site, when I posted quite insightful entries and thought some of them would have a large quorum, no one said a peep, and over time I invented a saying that I used to say to myself in soliloquies: “Here come the silent ones…!” in the sense that they left me talking to myself, over and over again.
It was so exasperating that, occasionally, as I’ve also confessed to you, I let the insulting trolls’ comments slide because I preferred the insults to have the racialists apply what the Germans call “death by silence” tactic. (My family, relatives, friends, therapist and acquaintances “killed me with silence”. No one wanted to know anything about what was happening at home, and it was precisely because no one wanted to listen that I dedicated myself to writing about the family tragedy.)
As I told you by email, the silence of the visitors began several years ago, when it became clear that my criticisms of white nationalism were going to be incisive, constant, and persistent. That scared everyone away. And they are fundamental criticisms: I was trying, and am trying, to shift the paradigm from the JQ to the CQ. And I do this not because I side with the Jews: I believe they should be expelled to Madagascar, Hitler’s original idea (or to Israel, although that country has already become a precarious place, and the war with Iran could evolve into a regional war).
I suspect that the relative silence in the comments section is due to what Thomas Kuhn said about a paradigm shift. The old guard first ignores the new paradigm (admirably summarised in yesterday’s post, citing your book!). When it’s no longer possible to ignore the new paradigm, let’s say if voices like yours were to multiply (obviously, we’re not there yet), the old guard fiercely opposes the new paradigm. Finally, the new paradigm is accepted as the most natural thing, although that only happens with the biological death of the old guard who controlled the boundaries of discourse. The new generations are seeing that the old paradigm was wrong or at least incomplete: something that, to preserve their egos, the older generations were reluctant to concede.
It’s similar to what Scott Peck says about narcissistic parents who never admit that they might have made a mistake with one of their children. It also reminds me of the case of a girl diagnosed as schizophrenic in one of Ronald Laing’s books. Laing wrote that it was precisely because the mother was incapable of accepting an ounce of guilt that her daughter was so disturbed.
The same thing happens with white nationalists: they are incapable of accepting that our civilisation took the wrong path many centuries ago. These nationalists maintain a working hypothesis that resembles a religious dogma: Jewry is responsible for our misfortunes. We say: Jewry is very powerful in the West and very subversive: but whites empowered them by destroying the religion whose Gods represented the Aryan collective unconscious, replacing it with the Judeo-Christian collective unconscious. As Emperor Julian saw when the transition from one collective unconscious to another was underway, “Why were you so ungrateful to our Gods as to desert them for the Jews?”
Contrary to what Hitler privately confessed to his closest friends, today’s nationalists are like the mother of the schizophrenic woman: they don’t accept an iota of blame. Compared to intelligent people like William Pierce, who wrote Who We Are, or scholars like Revilo Oliver, the ideology of today’s nationalists, besides being simplistic, represents a giant step backwards. If we follow the Rubicon metaphor it’s as if, after two solid steps toward the other side of the river—racial realism and becoming aware of JQ—instead of moving forward, these racialists panic about what they begin to glimpse through the fog on the other side. Transvaluing implies genocidal actions against our enemies and, like a magnet pulling them toward Normieland due to their Christian programming, they begin to take steps backwards instead of forward to finally cross the river toward National Socialism.
We can’t do anything with these cowards. We must be very patient. If Kuhn was right, the older generations—in our case, the white nationalists—will have to die. Perhaps those who are now Aryan children, or even unborn minds will have a better chance of seeing things differently: of discovering this site and embracing the post-1945 National Socialist antichristian worldview. But trying to do so with the hundreds of conservatives who comment on, say, The Unz Review and other racialist forums is a fool’s errand.
Since I’m already in my sixties I hope that if death were to surprise me, our work wouldn’t disappear but that I could pass the mantle to someone younger, like you: someone who would maintain the content of this site, especially the PDFs where the vital information is condensed.
And when it comes to the havoc that abusive parents wreak on their offspring, the situation is even worse! The taboo is universal due to the “problem of the attachment with the perp”, a concept explained in my Day of Wrath. However, if it makes you feel better, I received an email today from a Panamanian who asked me to share the link to your site, which I did.
The tenants called me about my visit yesterday to a mini-flat in a prime area of the city. That means I won’t be blogging, except perhaps approving a few comments, in the coming days and weeks until I’m settled back in the capital.
Incidentally, I didn’t let Adunai’s comment go through today because he’s banned, but as compensation I’ll quote his words which he emailed me shortly after my recent trip to Europe:
I would really love a nuclear annihilation of all the cities in Europe, because only a destruction of statehood might give a chance for a spiritual rebirth. Kill all politicians, all media people, all ideology peddlers, all university staffs, literally everyone must die for the functioning of the System to cease. This is my baseline level.
I reiterate what I’ve said several times. The malignant psychosis of today’s white man is such that only an apocalypse could reset the button of his collective unconscious so that the few survivors may regain a primal Lebenskraft.
I was worried about you, there, but it turns out that you had taken a trip to the Vaterland.
Here is an interesting short from woke atheist, Rebecca Watson.
‘When I lost belief in God, I didn’t loose belief in anything else.’
I.e. the Christian axiology.
She says, further, that as soon as she lost belief in God she immediately became a humanist. As Revilo P. Oliver points out: humanism is merely atheistic Christianity.
When someone believes in the Christian god, their equalitarianism is anchored to the mores of the 1st-century C.E. Their equalitarianism is tethered to the conservative Jewish culture that gave us Saul and Jesus. However, when one stops believing in the Judeo-Christian god, “but not anything else”, then this equalitarianism remains and goes hyper. It is no longer tethered to the Conservative Jewish society that spawned Saul and Jesus. It thus goes hyper. Your “red-giant” analogy is brilliant. Woke atheism is merely a godless Christianity that has lost its supernatural core. In the same way that a red giant goes hyper, so does Neo-Christianty. The equalitarianism of Christianity slips away from its 1st-century Jewish moorings, and becomes a monster, or red giant, or red ogre, perhaps!
Sincerely,
Gaedhal
I hope you are doing okay on your process of realocation.
Today, I am writing to you regarding the following subject. Yesterday, I found a book on a bookstore of rare books titled Early Civilisations of the Nordic peoples by Pearson Roger.
Have you heard this book before?
Within the passages, I found some sections that caught my attention.
It states that the nordic warlike spirit has been the race downfall since ancient times, as they will keep fighting with one another with passion while sparing/pitying darker races whom they seem not worthy of challenge.
It also mentions how ironic and tragic it was that, after the nordic people have dissappeared, the darker races will also keep the culture, language and teachings brought by the fair invadors.
Very interesting book, although short and out of print now, and I found it on the “racist/white supremacist” section. It also has some references to German/French books in order to learn more about the subject of Nordic migrations. The book was first printed by the beginning of 1965.
Can you believe we still had such books just 60 years ago? Even after Germany lost the war and when commander Rockwell was still alive.
Now, the shelves on libraries are full of degeneracy, negro literature and prolefeed content. Unreal how much things have decayed in such a short period of time.
Anyhow, that will be everything for now. I may search for more “racist” lost literature here and see if I can save something for posterity. The internet and digital media are not to be trusted, specially with the raise of AI generated content.
Best regards,
Jamie
PS: My girlfriend found a picture of her great-grand-father, wrapped with a National Socialist flag and a SS Waffen officer cap. I can’t tell if he was an active soldier since he was not wearing the full uniform, but also very interesting, indeed.
Painting of a family moving in the 19th century.
I’m moving out of the capital of the country where I’m living, and we’re already packing many boxes. I’m afraid that for quite a while, I won’t be able to upload any more posts until I unpack in a different city from the one I live in now (at the moment, I don’t even know which town I’m moving to!). However, I will keep the comments section of this post open.
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Kind comments from visitors to this site:
The article was worth waiting for, thanks. I haven’t read anyone as disturbing as Chechar [presently I sign my posts with my initials, C.T.—Ed.] since Nietzsche.
—H.H. (November 24, 2009)
Your writing and insights are excellent. The book is enormously enjoyable. It appears Jaynes is required reading.
—D.J. (6 April 2010)
Best of luck for the future, Chechar and thanks for opening my eyes to the horrors of pre-Colombian America.
—AngloAmerikan (29 July 2010)
Thank you Guruji! Your website is refreshingly intelligent and I look forward to exploring the list of stimulating reading you’ve prepared.
—Teutonsuet (25 September 2010)
Chechar, love your blog, keep the faith man! I’m relatively new to the alt-right scene and enjoy your posts over at Mangan’s. If you want a preview of Stockholm in 20 years, come visit me in Chicago sometime. 🙂
—M. J. (14 October 2010)
Your blog [the first, Blogger incarnation of this site—Ed.] is quite literally extraordinary, bravely honest & straightforward, aestetically beautiful, and simply appealing overall.
PLEASE BE SURE TO KEEP MAXFIELD PARRISH’s BEAUTIFUL PAINTING “UP.” It is literally inspiring.
And especially now, I literally need all of that I can get.
Bring it back.
—S.R. (5 November 2010)
Hello Cesar,
I’m starting to read your book Whispering Leaves and I’m really touched and also very shocked by everything you’ve told. If I can help you in any way, and it’s within my reach, you can count on me. (Original in Spanish: ‘Hola Cesar: Estoy comenzando a leer tu libro “Hojas Susurrantes” y en verdad estoy muy conmovido y tambien muy impactado por todo lo narrado. En verdad si en algo te puedo ayudar, y está a mi alcance, cuenta con ello’.)
—C.V. (1 December 2010)
What you just wrote above [post ‘All is About Valor and Honesty’—Ed.] is a paean to a White Man’s Journey. No other group of people would have this set of interests, curiosities, and drive, to propel an individual soul through a forest of discovery.
Congratulations, Brother!
—Mike (April 5 2011)
[This was posted in the second incarnation
of this site, that of WordPress. (This is the third
incarnation due to cancel culture) —Ed.]
Cesar, you are indeed a ‘geologist of the psyche’. Revilo Oliver had much to say about the riddle of the White mindset, as well as the Jews, and he was rather blunt about it at times.
—Junghans (12 June 2011)
Chechar, I think this is as good a time as any to say that you’ve put an amazing blog together. Regardless of the points on which we disagree (and which I don’t want to discuss in this thread), I’m full of admiration for that. Congratulations.
—Daybreaker (10 July 2011)
Chechar, re “In my middle age I have come to realize that all is about valor and honesty” …in order to do what we must do, as opposed to what we would like to do.
—Sebastian Ronin (27 July 2011)
Chechar offers a very useful and vital counterpoint to the passivity of those whose idea of effectiveness is to wait until we are attacked, and then complain, helplessly, to people who wish to destroy us, the anti-Whites who actively seek the genocide of the White Race.
—Fourmyle of Ceres (4 August 2011)
Chechar, my antipathy towards monkey music is the biggest divide between me and fellow WNs as well.
I sympathize with your feeling of alienation. I live with it and am reminded of it ubiquitously. I think your analogy of Lot in Gomorrah is good.
The monkey music (black and “white”, rap and rock, respectively) that we both loathe has become a manifestation of an inner degenerated state. But to see WNs, the so-called enlightened ones, purvey such excrescences is truly troubling and indicative of a much lowered state.
—Iranian for Aryans (19-20 October 2011)
I am both fascinated and very grateful to be reading all of your various works Chechar.
You really are brilliant. I am very interested in the subject of trauma and will be attending a workshop this week dedicated to “trauma and addiction”, but I am already expecting it to pale in comparison to the subject matter here [cf. the central part of my book Day of Wrath—Ed.].
Thanks again for making all of this available to us English speakers.
—Mary (21 November 2011)
Dear Chechar,
I have been reading your articles with a lot of joy. I recognize many elements in your life, and it is heartening to meet someone who wrestles with these, esp. Alice Miller and abuse. I loved your review of her Hitler nonsense!
I agree totally that your musical tastes define who you are!
I tried to comment on Counter Currents on this piece but somehow it does not get through [note that Greg Johnson apparently deleted a comment by the Iranian in that discussion thread—Ed.]. I wanted to say:
It is with great regret however that I must agree with those WN musicians that use non-white, non-melodic, ugly music to reach out to white young men drowning in the gales of anti-white hatred. Metal music may also fulfill a similar function to Ligeti’s music for Chechar: express their feeling of alienation in this society.
Society is so corrupted that classical music seems for most young men to belong to another planet. The forces of corruption have “promoted” classical music to such an elitist status, that it has no influence whatsoever in society anymore.
Long gone are the days when Verdi was able to stir up a fervent nationalism with his opera music, and when his name itself became a revolutionary acronym for Vittorio Emanuele Re D’Italia. Even the revolution that led to the separation of Belgium from Holland was sparked by an opera.
I still hope though that the great military songs and marches from Germany may play a role. Those marches still have an immediate, manly appeal, but should also have the capacity to be a bridge to one of our race’s most valuable treasures: classical music.
As a professional classical singer I could also write an article about this theme for this website, if there is any interest.
Best regards, or better: Sieg Heil!
Michael Wikander
(not my real name, sorry)
[22 November 2011]
Excellent post!
Totally agree with your conclusion (in biographical post) that ultimately all is about valour and honesty (combination of what I refer to as honour).
Unfortunately I think there are very few who make similar conclusions. There are two forms of unity: by force and coercion, which involves backstabbing, deception and betrayal; one of honour, honesty, valour and brotherhood.
Unfortunately there is nobody in the ‘white wing’ movement (that I have met so far, I hope they exist, and I haven’t met them yet) who is committed to building the latter form of unity. They think that honourable unity can be created by feeding their fragile egos and demanding political correct etiquette niceties, where the horrors of liberalism are exposed, but never their own hypocrisies, their own inability to say what they have to another to their face; preferring to gossip behind peoples backs.
Until they begin to welcome self-criticism, honourable constructive criticism from colleagues, and listening to such, and getting over the disagreement, honourable unity will elude the movement.
I cannot tell you how many ‘white wing’ nationalists have stuck their tail between their legs and run away, after a slight misunderstanding or minor disagreement. They prefer to nurture the grudge than to step to the table and resolve their hurt ego, and build honourable transparent strong relationships.
Nice to know there is someone out there in the white wing world who does value the principles of valour and honesty. Look forward to hearing more of your thoughts on the issues.
—L.Z. (4 December 2011)
[Check out my essay on ‘valour and honesty’
on pages 46-51 of my book Daybreak.]
Your insights into psychiatry hit close to home. A rather important woman in my life has suffered immeasurably at the hands of the “mental-health” industry. I’ve witnessed the drugging you mentioned in a previous post. Institutionalized horrors like these should fill nationalists with more dread than anything an external foe can do.
So to cut my rambling short, thank you again!
—Freedom Cobra (4 March 2012)
Bravo on your insightful essay. Your sense of aesthetics is acute. I think you’re one of those rare birds: a Son of the West. You go beyond the insipid race realism of culturally-violating WNs and espouse a return to European cultural values and concepts.
The majority of WNs are very lowbrow and, unbeknownst to themselves, agent of the Jewish and modernistic culture of decay. Don’t expect anything out of the overwhelming majority of WNs. They are degenerate down to the marrow.
—I.F.A. (17 April 2012)
Most succinct and to-the-point summary of Christianity I’ve ever come across.
Yes. Christianity was made somewhat decent by White efforts—the spirit of the White race made it tolerable and sometimes even beautiful (the great art and music for example).
The White race thrived, for a while at least, in spite of Christianity’s foreign nature to our race, its lack of common sense, its disdain for racial loyalty and unity, its lack of respect for the animal kingdom and for mother nature in general, and the limitations it places on one’s imagination and one’s spirit.
My thanks to the blogger and to you for your time and work. Very thought provoking and compelling website.
—Joe (1 July 2012)
Chechar for president! [regarding the post ‘Lycanthropy’—Ed.]
—Hermanking (14 August 2012)
A truly beautiful post [‘The Ascent of the Soul’—Ed.], thank you. It captures the best of what you are. 🙂
—Mary (19 September 2012)
Great work Chechar [regarding the post ‘On Classic Pederasty’—Ed.].
I am pleased to have refrained from making a donation to CC, which I was on the verge of doing recently. The promulgation of homosexual elitism does nothing positive for the 14 Words, or WN in general, IMHO. My money is best employed elsewhere.
—Arion (6 November 2012)
This condensation of the main points in the March of the Titans has been extremely helpful to my understanding of Western history. The same can be said with what you have done with Hellstorm. I thank you very much. In these modern times many folk—for various reasons—will not even begin to read an entire book (god forbid!). But the way you have ‘parcelled up’ Hellstorm and MotT makes excellent reading and makes an excellent educational tool for the vast majority to get informed. It is an extremely good idea to do this, and as useful propaganda, it is extremely effective. Just what we need! Again, many, many thanks my friend.
—Elvis (21 November 2012)
I like your website a lot, by the way. As a German man born and raised in “Amerika,” I admire those who have the honesty to call out the Rothschild Jewish banking power and their unbelievably evil conduct against people for their great sin of wishing to run their own countries and be free from their tyranny.
In fact, your site is so good, I often forget that English is not your first language because your logic is so clear.
—Lachdenan (21 January 2013)
I wanted to thank you for speaking out for the German victims of the Second World War.
Unspeakable crimes have been committed against the German people in those days, and few people are even aware of it. In Germany we’re constantly being told that our ancestors have been monsters and we’re subjugated to holo-propaganda from an early age on and this is reinforced on an almost daily basis on all channels. Yet the crimes against the Germans are covered up: there’s censorship, they’re not even briefly touched in school history curriculums and people who want to remember German victims as well get harassed.
—Friedrich M. (2 February 2013)
Also [regarding the post ‘A reminder’—Ed.], on this day is the 67th anniversary of the fire-bombing of Dresden during the “greatest” of all internecine wars, “the good war”: World War Two.
One can blame the jew until one is blue in the face, but it’s our own innate Caucasian love of internecine war that is the ultimate crux of the problem.
Thank you, Chechar, for your website. I learn a lot at your site.
—Joe (13 February 2013)
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Editor’s note: I can cite many other kind comments I have received so far from March 2013 to 2025, but the ones I mentioned above, from 2009 to early 2013, give a good idea.
Your recent article reminded me of the time I had used to proudly display a National Socialist flag above my desk (on my paintings wall). It was quite contained and discreet, but I found it inspired me, and brought a certain character to my tiny corner ‘office’ area.
Unfortunately, the [United Kingdom—Editor] Police confiscated it as evidence when they broke in, making a beeline for it, disrupting my oil paintings, and breaking my old violin in the process of removing that 12-inch pennant from the inner wall. A few of my books were also damaged (as was my vegetable garden later, in the hunt for ‘offensive weapons’ like a pickaxe and shovel). That’s these brutish neochristians—rushing headlong into their own annihilation, taking their culture with them, in a mad quest to negate themselves (and all around them they can lump in).
In a better world, I’d have it flying outside my house. Now the only relic of National Socialism in my house (bar some of my books) is a small shell-box I store on my shelf, for tiny photographs and the like. The Police missed it in their search. I’ll show it to you by attachment.
I’d appreciate it if California in its entirety succumbed to the flames, if not the entire States. I don’t know more about the story though—I don’t read the news day to day, and don’t engage with current affairs online.
Best regards,
Benjamin
‘No country survives the death of their aristocracy’, they say. I could expand it by saying, the West won’t survive the death of Germany, which was the aristocracy of the Aryan—courtesy of the Allies and their neochristian denazification project (see today’s previous post about this word).
By the way, except for the first one, I have replaced the other ‘kind comments from visitors to this site’ with quotable quotes from Uncle Adolf. It will be better to collect them all in a single entry, as I have collected them from 2010 to date.