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Autobiography

New turn

I discovered white nationalism when I was living in Spain and was already fifty years old. I started writing at twenty-nine out of the most basic psychological need: I had suffered hell at home, which resulted in me not making a career, lack of a good job, lack of a partner and a terrible inner tormentor regarding the Christian doctrine of eternal damnation (a result of having internalised my father’s fierce Catholicism).

Although as a child I had wanted to be a film director, circumstances led me down a very different path: trying to understand my family’s tragedy.

I am the eldest of my siblings, followed by two sisters. One of them died ten years ago, and the surviving sister still lives with all the internal wounds caused by parental abuse.

Yesterday, I spoke about my sister’s tragedy in the comments section.

Imagine someone calling you, claiming to be your bank manager, with the alarming news that someone wants to hack your account and that you need to protect it by transferring all your funds to another account…

My sister isn’t mentally retarded, but as I said yesterday, she lacks even the most basic empathy because our mother treated us without empathy since our teenage years. And empathy is necessary to instinctively recognise that someone is trying to scam you.

I’ve already said everything essential I had to say regarding the reasons for the darkest hour for the white race, summarised in the PDFs of the featured article. But my family’s tragedy continues even years after my parents’ death, as the consequences are evident, for example, in what happened last week: a scam that took all the money (!) from my sister’s share of the proceeds from the sale of our parents’ mansion.

If I already had a Syssitia with at least three priests of the sacred words, myself included (and perhaps my sister babysitting an adopted Aryan baby, since now she cannot buy a flat), we could think about things like a daily podcast on racial issues. And if we could acquire the machinery to print books on demand, all the PDFs would be available in print and ready to be sold online.

But we don’t have the Syssitia yet…

What happened last week motivates me to do something drastic in parallel with the translation of my trilogy about family tragedy.

Why not start posting more articles about the trauma model of mental disorders? After all, it was a mental disorder that prevented my sister from detecting the scam. A year ago, before we sold the house, a woman offered to help her at the ATM; my sister agreed, the scammer switched her cards, and emptied her account. My sister didn’t learn her lesson because, as I said, she lacks empathy (see the big difference between compassion, sympathy and empathy in my yesterday’s comment). In the most extreme cases, this lack of empathy produces psychosis.

Last year, I wrote several articles about the case of Marco, whom I met half a century ago in a park where we played chess. Marco’s lack of empathy is much more serious than my sister’s, since Marco is already in a state of open psychosis, unable to return to the world of sanity.

Since discussing my family in blog posts would first require a careful reading of my trilogy, as the posts would only be corollaries of the essential points, it occurs to me to return to the subject of Marco to illustrate the trauma model of mental disorders.

I continue to see Marco because he allowed my parents’ furniture into his house (I live in a small studio apartment) without charging me. But every time I visit him or speak to him on the phone, I am shocked by the level of his mental deterioration.

Interspersing my findings in depth psychology with posts about the Aryan decline seems like a good idea because, as I said, the essential points on the racial issue have already been presented on this site.

On the other hand, the question of why there is so much psychosis in the world is vital to saving us. For example, the fact that the US Secretary of War, appointed by President Donald Trump, speaks of rebuilding the Jewish temple in Jerusalem is obviously a case of psychosis, not only on his part, but on the part of all Christian Zionists in that country. And that has profound implications for understanding things like the current American-Zionist war against Iran (and the eventual crash of the petrodollar).

Understanding why my sister was so incredibly foolish as to fall for such a blatant scam, or Marco’s psychosis, is a microcosm of the psychosis happening on a global scale (like Trump believing everything Bibi says). The only difference is that Donald Trump has political power, and my sister and Marco don’t.

So I feel like rereading everything I wrote last year about Marco and adding a few more things about his case. Ideally, I’d talk about my family, since I have much more information here. I’ll see where this leads. It’s infuriating that we still don’t have that Syssitia. But I have to do something with my time besides continuing to translate Hojas Susurrantes.

Postscript to Benjamin:

If you’re interested in writing articles about dysfunctions in your family, using pseudonyms so no one finds out (like I do with my sister’s name), you’re welcome to join this new chapter of The West’s Darkest Hour.

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Newspeak

“Gender”

Gender is one of the most important words in contemporary Newspeak. Anyone who doesn’t understand this psyop won’t understand the psychosis that has been unleashed in the West to destroy the white race.

Benjamin to a penpal:

My perspective on the gender revolution? Well, I hope it doesn’t offend you—I’m very much not a progressive on it, though I think I’m more nuanced than your average conservative, i.e. right winger, at the same time:

I think ‘gender’ is a superfluous word; a creation no more than literary, that has no mapping to extraneous reality outside of the fantasies that invest so much in it. Like me inventing the word ‘feckewok’ and using it for advantageous purposes, making up a set of intrinsic properties from whole cloth to accompany this most abstract of ideas – perhaps whatever most appealed psychologically – like designing a ‘fun’, fan-made rule book update to Magic: The Gathering. Thus, I’d like the word ‘gender’ banned from the dictionary (unless one is dealing with the categorising of the nouns of foreign languages such as Latin, where you’d have masculine, feminine, and neuter; an entirely different—and valid—context).

I think the actual word we mean is ‘sex’, to describe the physical reality available on empirical evidence of there being males and females (and a handful of intersex, of which I really do mean a small handful legitimately, as the likes of Klinefelter Syndrome XXY’s are officially considered male; what I mean is, there’s very, very few genuine hermaphrodites).

I think it’s a trendy idea that has caught on because it effectively facilitates, promotes and normalises the cult of hyper-individuality that accompanies early 21st Century liberalism, mixed to the narcissism of the ‘lookit me!’ generations (millennials, and about half of zoomers).

As usual, I would say this destructive hyper-individual drive came about through the impact of historical Christianity on a race already primed to be fairly insular and non-cooperative at the best of times (where all must then be concerned in isolation with the saving of their individual soul; originally, only warped somewhat by the shift into godless postmodernism and secular ‘neo-Christianity’ post-French Revolution, the Enlightenment having been no more than a pseudo-apostasy).

Devastating to me, it also significantly lowers the bar on what can be considered evidence, and denies the physical world, at least as it can be objectively viewed. To remember Christopher Hitchens, positions put forward without evidence can be dismissed without evidence!

I don’t think it was a natural change. I think it was a calculated, civilisation-destroying move, of the Frankfurt School (etc.) variety, and generally, I think it is anti-white (in that in the long run it distracts from families and new life, instead pulling us into the cult of the self, a short circuit on fertility in historical conditions where we are under intergenerational population collapse—coupled to a morbid, materialistic, anti-natalist zeitgeist).

So yes, in a nutshell, I certainly do think they’re all deluded. Whether this comes about (at least in part) from child abuse or not is of great interest to me though, and I would like to know what percentage of cases that part is.

In general, when it comes to, just for example, transsexual individuals, I have a great deal of genuinely pity for them as I recognise them as trauma cases. If our society was not so stupid, ignorant, and pig-headed as to do nothing but encourage their increasingly legally-unfalsifiable (and unstoppable!) delusions, instead of digging beneath the surface a little (or actually, you know, asking them perhaps?!) it might be able to help them better.

Not help them to hoodwink the rest of society with obvious bullshit, under pain of draconian legislation; a sycophant’s most negative idealism. But help them to address where this bodily dissonance – this mental ‘dysphoria’ – comes from… what happened to them basically… it’s my personal theory that a great many were horrendously abused, and, as we know from the massive research contribution of independent psychologist César Tort, most abuse is parental.

Abuse victims need help, not persecution. I think the reason more do not come forward with this—true—understanding, is that they have repressed it to survive, and thus it has sunk into their subconscious, only to appear in other forms i.e. misdirected rage (at targets other than the perpetrators), thinking of the number of school shooter cases recently from this general ‘tranny’ demographic.

As for whether it was prevalent in the (Upper) Palaeolithic… I don’t think so (I can think of no fossil evidence that could verify this). I would suspect not. I think they had very firmly segregated gender (i.e. used in its strictest sense, as a synonym for sex, i.e. m or f) roles, and a real sexual dimorphism physically and culturally, particularly as the Levant populations (Skhul-Qafzeh) underwent to swift biological ‘revolution’ into becoming Cro-Magnon instigated by the predatory impact of the Neanderthals on them (i.e. females very female, males selected to be very, very masculine). The evolutionary biologist Danny Vendramini writes about this topic. It would basically have rendered them maladaptive to their environment to waste time on navel-gazing over whether their mental picture of their body matched the reality of their body.

Does this make sense? That last line kind of sums it up for me. Given that someone can be wrong, just on probability, I don’t automatically trust their self-reportage, no matter how vociferously they try and put it to me, or the meltdown they suffer in tantrum if I refuse to facilitate their lie. It’s a case of the emperor’s new clothes, if you remember that fable. I don’t think that has changed from the Palaeolithic right up until now.

I just don’t think its adherents and devotees want it to be empirically false, and would rather throw truth, empiricism, and biological reality out the window than be wrong—which does suggest severe malignant narcissism to me, or at least an infantile mindset with a psychopathology of some sort—and remember, I keep ‘mental health’ in the realms of the psychologically-imposed (the Trauma Model of Dr Colin Ross), and do not go in for dopamine/chemical imbalance bullshit-theories either.

As with the right on many of its issues, the left is equally dogmatic in my experience on this particular matter, so I wouldn’t usually expect anything more than doubling down. To me this just highlights how many people there are willing to self-delude in this country/planetary hemisphere, often simply in a fake act of being ‘nice’, or ‘tolerant’. I think I’d rather be honest.

Basically, if their mental picture doesn’t match the biological reality, why does it never occur to them that this could be because of a certain delusion? Surely that’s the basic definition of psychosis! And psychosis is the severest symptom of sustained environmental trauma.

I don’t think it’s kind of the corpus mentis crowds to mock psychotic patients. I don’t think it’s kind of them to validate them on their delusions either, if the want them to get better. I blame ignorant society very much as a whole for screwing up a sensible solution to this issue, which I think otherwise could have been nipped in the bud (an issue which I know does bring people some pronounced pain, if only behind their mask of proud frivolity).

In the future I’d hope for a more genuine trauma-based psychotherapy for anyone who came out with these ideas (currently unavailable as gender zealots and liberal ‘cultists’ have ruined the open-minded impartiality of clinical psychology in general).

Anyway, that’s my initial thoughts on the matter. Thank you for asking me.

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Psychiatry Psychology

Shrink quote

One day, my psychologist told me, “Those who need therapy don’t come. Their victims do.”

That day I understood everything.

Today I received this WhatsApp text in a chat group for chess players. It portrays what we have been calling the “trauma model,” the antithesis of mainstream psychiatry.

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Child abuse Hojas Susurrantes (book)

Final pages

Apparently, some visitors to this site don’t even know what child or adolescent abuse is. This prompts me to publish below the final pages of my book. I refer to the pages preceding the appendices:

 

How to murder your child’s soul

– with the help of a psychiatrist –

First, marry a man who is super-affectionate with children: someone who has an extraordinary graceful charm with them and whom you can also manipulate.

Second, narcissistic mother, you must understand that your child is a part of your mind. His thoughts, feelings and desires are your private property: they are part of your inheritance. His emerging mind is like a computer and you have the duty and the right to program it as you please.

Any initiative, natural spontaneity or free will of the child that doesn’t reflect your programming is a symptom of mental illness, so you must harass him mercilessly.

If, upon reaching puberty, he rebels against your possessive behaviour, go to your husband. He is stronger than the boy, and if you use your feminine wiles to have your husband publicly humiliate him with tremendous slaps across his little face, all the better. The harder the overly affectionate father hits him, the greater the trauma will be. The goal is to provoke a monstrous confusion of feelings: that the one who gave him the most love as a child will be the one who shows him the greatest hatred as a teen…

This is the key to murdering your child’s soul, and if your husband fails to develop the gift of lycanthropy, you may not achieve your objectives. Remember that nothing undermines more the sensitive and developing mind of a child or teenager who adores his dad than these inexplicable changes.

If, even with these measures, you haven’t reached his inner self to injure it, seek the services of a specialist! A psychiatrist or psychoanalyst will do a good job. Your son will be forced to attend sessions at the Ministry of Love…

Since he is already in a state of shock and trauma from the insults and beatings from his beloved dad, you will have a golden opportunity to, precisely at that moment of maximum vulnerability victimize him again to produce irreversible psychological damage. If you also choose a professional with gentle manners and media fame, no one will suspect a thing about the drastic measure you’ve taken.

If, in O’Brien’s therapy, your child suffers panic attacks and develops delusions (‘mum wants to possess my thoughts,’ ‘my father is turning into Mr. Hyde,’ ‘a doctor they hired wants to poison me with drugs’) don’t go thinking these are echoes of your splendid upbringing or the medical attack. The therapist will inform you that under no circumstances should the parents be blamed for the child’s emotional disturbance. Quite the contrary: the evidence of a biological defect in your kid is irrefutable. This wise man in a white coat has a Malleus Maleficarum DSM where he will easily find the name of his ailment. Once diagnosed, his prescription will be to bombard the deluded brat with the most incisive neuroleptic. The resulting panic attacks, dystonia and akathisia—all effects of the drug—will be more than enough to control him. Akathisia is hellish: and people will think the crises are your sick child’s doing, not the drug you secretly slip into his food.

But make sure he doesn’t get away with it and avoids a chemical lobotomy. You wouldn’t want him to write an autobiography when he’s grown! On the other hand, if he takes his meds he’ll be as docile as a lamb and he’ll never be able to say what you, your husband and the psychiatrist did to him.

Then you’ll have the beloved little child of your dreams. You’ll be able to dress him, feed him and, given his irreversible tardive dyskinesia, change his diapers.

And remember: you have your husband, the medical establishment and the whole of society on your side…

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Autobiography Psychiatry

How to murder

your child’s soul

In November, The Occidental Observer published one of the chapters of this book, How to Murder your Child’s Soul: the complete English translation of which has just been released and is available here.

Hitler and the National Socialists had limitations. And I am not referring only to what I said in my article yesterday: that the Christian problem is more serious than the Jewish problem. The Nazis also failed by believing in biological psychiatry; specifically, that mental disorders are due to genetic deficiencies.

That is false, and this semi-autobiographical book proves it conclusively.

I would like to take this opportunity to thank Benjamin for his corrections to the English syntax. It is always difficult to write correctly in a second language.

Those racialists who have had mental health problems should read this book. It is liberating in a very specific sense. They must rid themselves of the demoralising idea that there is something wrong with their bodies, when in reality, the only thing that happens to those who suffer from disabling mental stress is that they have been martyred by their parents.

Incidentally, the cover image is a drawing my father made the year before I was born. It’s a copy of a Gustave Doré engraving that now hangs framed in the studio my father left behind.

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Child abuse Literature

Peter Pan

Today I’m giving my brother the first two volumes of my autobiographical trilogy. The fact that my surviving siblings haven’t read it is, in itself, proof of how normies repress family tragedies at all costs, even if they’ve witnessed some of them.

I’ve been highlighting on this site that fairy tales contain profound messages about the mistreatment of children by their parents, provided we recognize that adaptations like Disney’s have little to do with the original stories. Yesterday I watched with interest this video:

When James Barrie was a child, his older brother David died a day before his fourteenth birthday from a fall while ice skating. The effects of his death drove their mother mad, and were described at length by Barrie himself years later in the fictionalized biography Margaret Ogilvy: By Her Son, where he addresses in detail the feelings and emotions of young James, his strategies for helping his mother overcome the deep depression into which she had fallen, and his attempts to offer himself as a kind of replacement for the deceased boy.

“Offering himself as a replacement” means that Barrie sacrificed his true self due to his mother’s profound depression: a drama symbolized by Peter Pan, a character he created for a play that premiered in London in 1904.

Peter Pan is a boy who never grows up, is ten years old, and hates the adult world. The figure of Peter Pan is inspired by the Llewelyn Davies brothers. Barrie developed the idea for Peter Pan from his time spent with and friendship with the Davies children. He often performed small plays with the Davieses and actively participated in their childhood games.

But the most sinister aspect of the matter is that the commandment “thou shan’t grow up,” with which Barrie’s mother’s horrific depression had programmed the mind of her surviving son, was perpetuated by Barrie himself when he adopted these children after their parents died—watch the video above. Trauma demands repetition: something similar to what Beethoven did to his nephew, whom he also adopted and mistreated (the nephew, as an adult, attempted suicide by shooting himself in the temple), due to the abuse Ludwig van Beethoven’s father had inflicted on him as a child.

But that’s another story…

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Child abuse Neanderthalism

4th video

Here I begin to expose Society, which betrayed and drove my sister mad.

I’m uploading this series of videos because only broken people are capable of generating the right gravitas to understand what’s happening in the world.

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Alice Miller Child abuse Quotable quotes

Miller quote

“A child’s suffering surpasses the imagination of any adult.”

—Alice Miller (1923-2010)

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Autobiography Child abuse

2nd video

This second video is also an introduction to the greatest taboo of humankind: the psychological damage that abusive parents inflict on their children.

I recorded these videos when I was 50 years old on an island located in northwest Africa, and after a year I set them to “private” to avoid problems.

When I made them “public” again this year, I noticed that all my videos outside of this numbered series (except for some movie clips) no longer appear in my channel’s content. I don’t remember deleting them. Were they censored by mistake?

I don’t know. But the topic of the missing videos is so important that, so that the viewer takes note, only this time (I refer to my YouTube’s description of video #2) will I omit the links to my books: links visible in the rest of the videos.

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Child abuse Hojas Susurrantes (book)

Children’s tales

The videos I recently embedded about Snow White and Hansel and Gretel—and I’ll embed more about other stories—make me think.

One of the reasons I don’t belong to Men Going Their Own Way (MGTOW), even though I’ve been an incel my whole life, is because it’s made up of effeminate men. Real men try to take power to win back their white women by changing the treacherous laws (like Nick Fuentes advises his Groypers to infiltrate institutions, or like I advise them to read The Turner Diaries).

Something similar could be said about child abuse. One baby step toward solving the problem is to point out that the tales of the Brothers Grimm and Charles Perrault contain great wisdom on the subject, but were censored by changing the original word “mother” to “stepmother” due to the Christian commandment to honour our parents (Greek tragedies, written before the Christian upheaval, depicted horrible mothers without needing to transfer their image to a stepmother).

The pages from my autobiographical book, Hojas Susurrantes, published yesterday in The Occidental Observer, are just the tip of the iceberg of the problem (the “mental health” professions actually side with the perpetrators). These devouring mothers continue to exist today. As I confess in one part of my trilogy, after reading my Letter to mom Medusa a female friend told me that, although infanticide is no longer practised in the West, parents are still allowed to murder the souls of their children (producing broken minds, so-called “schizophrenias,” etc.).

This topic clearly relates to the sacred words, not just the four, but all fourteen. I’ve already mentioned that William Pierce’s problems with his son, Don Black’s with his, and even David Irving’s with his daughter who developed schizophrenia, are—my educated guess—related to having mistreated their children. We can only imagine what would have happened without that mistreatment! Instead of betraying the cause, Pierce’s and Black’s sons, for example, could now be a great force for good; and Irving’s daughter would be alive and able to help safeguard her father’s legacy.

The psychological devastation caused by parental abuse is an infinitely more taboo subject than the most radical racism. The US, for example, allowed George Lincoln Rockwell to flourish (one of his own group assassinated him). This doesn’t happen with the trauma model of mental disorders. There isn’t a single academic department in the world that addresses this topic! That’s why I believe I must continue translating my trilogy.

Ultimately, the goal of this site is to show that the four words are the other side of the fourteen. For example, our friend Tyrone Joseph Walsh, who used to comment here, is now in a UK prison. Before his sentencing, when he wasn’t yet incarcerated, I suggested he flee to Mexico. He refused because Joseph idealised Charles Manson and others who had been imprisoned (Manson was also horribly abused by his mother as a child).

If our friend had written a trilogy like mine, he would be free now (it’s easier to damage the System from outside prison than from inside). The fact is, Joseph didn’t internally process the damage inflicted on him at home when he was a teenager.

Children’s fairy tales, once a literary detective discovers they were altered due to the Fourth Commandment, are very wise. They are a coded language of what I now write in a way that is more understandable to our time. But I seriously doubt that the readers of The Occidental Observer, who are now reading those few pages of my Hojas Susurrantes, can conceive of the size of the iceberg that lies beneath such a small ridge of ice.