Chapter 13
There are things I’d rather not mention in this post out of modesty; at the very least, I won’t include passages from this chapter with graphic details (let those interested purchase the book!). Suffice it to say that when Benjamin was eleven and twelve years old, a Pakistani boy, the son of very wealthy parents and a schoolmate, tried to initiate him sexually: something that naturally disgusted and horrified the White boy. I was also horrified, but for other reasons as well.
In 2017, in the context of the Harvey Weinstein scandal, actor Anthony Rapp stated that in 1986 he had been sexually harassed by Kevin Spacey during a Hollywood party when Rapp was fourteen years old. When the Spacey scandal broke, I told myself that I couldn’t differ more in my morals than these scandalised Americans, who, as good Christians and neochristians, focused solely and exclusively on Spacey’s behaviour (even atheists have internalised the infinite nonsense that “life is individual”).
It seemed obvious to me that Spacey was only the last link in a chain of degeneration: degeneration initiated by Rapp’s parents, who allowed the beardless teenager to go to a degenerate party; the vices surrounding Hollywood, and Western culture in general, which has been in a downward spiral since the 1960s and continues to fall. (Compare, for example, the 1956 film about Van Gogh that I recently linked to on this site with the crap that contemporary Westerners smear on their brains every day.) In other words, the POV of those who were scandalised by Spacey eight years ago focuses solely on the actor, as if everyone else were innocent, including Rapp’s parents.
This comes to mind when commenting on what happened to Benjamin with the Pakistani because it is similar. Who was the Saruman who brought those Orcs to Middle-earth? I recently said that our passion shouldn’t be to study the infinite universe, but rather the infinite Aryan stupidity. Hard science—in fact, almost everything studied in universities—is for madmen who fall into the well, like Thales of Miletus. The mind must be used in this Age… to understand the mind! Only if the Aryan race passed that test, and reached a world that resembled Maxfield Parrish’s with no one on earth whose skin was the colour of poo, would it make sense to think about the stars.
Well, when I read chapter 13 of Consumption I boiled with rage when I realised that the Pakistani’s obscenities were only the last link in a chain that began in the second half of the 1940s, when after WW2 the British government began, very gradually at first, to import Orcs to the island of beautiful English roses. And Benjamin’s parents, according to the anecdotes the writer recounts in the chapter, behaved in a pretty similar manner to the UK government. The nauseating thing that happened to the autobiographer, perpetrated by the Pakistani Tariq, was nothing more than the last link in a perverse chain in which even the school, the teachers and the other pupils were involved because of the anti-white zeitgeist.
It makes me so mad to imagine the possibility that this Orc of very rich parents could have seduced English roses that I don’t want to quote a single line from that chapter. It should be obvious to racialists who are not crazy—that is, those who don’t subscribe to monocausalism, attributing all evil to the Jews—that the corruption of the Aryan spirit has reached astronomical levels to allow such things (recently, there has been much talk in racialist forums about the rape of English pubescent girls by Pakistani gangs).
If the white man fails to look himself in the mirror, for only by looking it would he see the monster that Dorian Grey saw in the painting, his race will perish. The sad thing is that many sectors of white nationalism share the self-serving myth that only Jews are responsible for our misfortunes as if we had no autonomy or will to rebel, say, against the pestilent merde that is currently seen in virtually every Hollywood film, on Netflix, on mobile phones and even taught in schools and universities.
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Maybe it was out of the ordinary at my school, but Tariq (with a q) was very popular among the ‘preppy’ set and the ‘jock’ set (to put it in American terms), pretty much all White students, both boys and the girls that tagged around them. He would make sexual advances also on much older White girls though, those he met on holiday, and was always successful at that, disgustingly. I deliberately made a decision to keep my modern day racial opinions out of my book, but I think it’s foul, and it angered me, but more as to how the Whites could be that stupid as to fall for him (in either sense of that), much as I too was naïve to other races then, albeit just very lonely and looking for anyone as a friend.
My parents had encouraged me by socialising me long term to see no difference. There were quite a few foreigners at the school; more than I realised when I was there. So the other students, by their welcoming, integrating behaviour, were certainly part of the problem. It’s like with my parents in latter days, attending Islamic coffee morning meet and greets in Northern Ireland, as in the photo I sent you, polite, reverent and yet jovial, making intrigued small talk about the greatness of Islam, my mother having adopted a hijab, posing for local paper journalists like Hyacinth Bucket.
It’s not the Jews actively making either group so amenable, as if they had no agency.
By not seeing themselves in the mirror, one of the things that exasperates me about American white nationalists is that they don’t see that it’s they themselves, the Aryans, who empower non-whites of the other two Abrahamic religions, the Jews and Muslims. Yes, even normies like Tucker Carlson and Col Douglas MacGregor are starting to talk about the JQ thanks to the genocide in Gaza, but the crux of the matter is what makes contemporary whites behave so infinitely stupid, enabling the problem.
What you say about your parents I say about mine in the third book of my trilogy, with the difference that we’re not talking about the Jews or Muslims of the country where I live, but about the American Indians. They had the same ethno-suicidal passion as yours. My father composed symphonic works for the mulatto Morelos, “hero” of Mexican independence from Spain, and for Bartolomé de las Casas, a Dominican friar “protector” of the indigenous people in the 16th century. And he did it not because the Jews brainwashed my father but because he followed the gospel message.
Same with my late mother. In Lágrimas I tell the anecdote that she once said the country “belonged to the little brown ones”. Once again: it wasn’t the Jews who forced her to say that. It was the archetype of Jesus. Think of the images you can see by the thousands these days of a white Jesus surrounded by children of all races.
When will white nationalists understand that they themselves, by not repudiating Christianity, are part of the problem? The silence of the racialist visitors is due, I think, to the fact that almost no one has changed paradigms: from the JQ to the CQ.
P.S. I’ve already corrected the spelling, from Tarik to Tariq. I was too indignant when I wrote the entry above and didn’t want to reread what I read. And what angers me the most is that the English are complicit in this. I’ve already said on this site that the last time I visited London a white taxi driver told me he loved migrants! (migrants of the colour of poop, like Tariq).
Definitely… that taxi driver’s opinion is quite common here. It’s like at the recent ongoing anti-immigration protests, where counter-protestors show up, often outnumbering the demonstrators many times. It galls me that organizations like Antifa even exist in the UK (or US). I wish they could see that they’re putting down ‘the good guys’. It was the same with an article I read on ZeroHedge recently remarking on the comparative dangerousness of Islamic and far right extremist terrorists, and explaining the site’s (neochristian) position in the lines:
– I thought it was bizarre of them to lump both in the same category with false equivalency as if they couldn’t see that the revolutionary-minded ‘far right extremists’ are fighting for an ideology on their side that ideally protects them, and which they are simply too passive, too egalitarian, and too conformist to accept. Their article trashed the wrong people.
How can any revolutionary movement succeed without the people behind them? And yes those voices would rather remain impartial, and with Christian morals. Yes, whites bring about their own downfall.
The stupidity of contemporary white man is so infinite that Tyrone, before being imprisoned by the Thought Police, used to say he deserved extinction.
I don’t believe what Ty said because I’m also a priest of the 14 words. But if we could measure Aryan stupidity of this century, it would reach the confines of the universe and even beyond, and as rapidly as space expands!